About this time, 2 years ago, I was frantically trying to pick out bridesmaid dresses, table decorations, and flower colors. I was extremely excited to be marrying my best friend in just a few months, and I couldn't wait for warmer weather. This time, 1 year ago, I was frantically trying to discover my own fertility issues with (or without) the help of doctor. I had planned to have everything fixed and working properly before the summer began. I was enjoying married life and loving having all the time in the world to spend with my new husband. Right about now, I am frantically trying to wash baby clothes, organize the baby closet, and do any last minute preparations before I am too big to even sit up out of bed. This time next year, I will hopefully be witnessing the first steps of my little baby girl and watching her smile and laugh.

Isn't it funny how life can change in just a matter of months. We grow up so fast, and then sit back and wonder where all the time went. Now that I am only 6 weeks or less away from becoming a mother, I have spent a lot of time thinking and reflecting about growing up. I can't help but wonder...am I ready? Do I have all the skills needed to provide for a family and a child? I am not 18 anymore.


I leave you with this video "My Oh My" by The Wreckers. What a great song that captures everything I have been reflecting on lately.